Hibernation earth

Time for a change, I'm sick trapped and alone.
Counting the days like years, drag on and on
A paralydic disease, consumes my thoughts by day.
And night after restless night I cry as my tears get ever blacker.

I curse the light and envy the life.
A glimmer of joy as it all gives into ice.
Embraced by the cold. I don't want to go,
Back to the way things used to be.

I can't explain. I feel the change. Like a candle gone out.

My only daughter distant from me.
All my family spread out. How can they look down on me?
The miles keep me withdrawn.

This busy tomb built on molten stone.

Claustrophobic engaging, my color fading.
Drifting away from the flame, of life's meaning.
My innards freezing. The calmness will soon come.
No warmth, I laugh this frozen void brings my wrath.

I curse the light and envy the life.
A glimmer of joy as it all gives into ice.
Embraced by the cold. I don't want to go,
Back to the way things used to be.

I can't explain. I feel the change. Like a candle gone out.

Never will I long to bask in the warmth of the sun,
Nor again taste an autumn breeze.

This frozen tomb I call home.

I regret nothing as the frost sets in and Hell receives my heart.