Stuck on a hunt

Something in my lungs
Ain’t air I am breathing
Inhaling memories

The same thoughts
Appears at night
The need for whom just might not miss it
She said so
"There is no time”
She’s always ready to mutilate my brain

You are not the only thing
You are not the only one for me

Tell if she’s alive
I ain’t got no info
She’s marrying another man

Diving into a deep thought
Sinking in a sickly hate
Of just another friend

Till the fall I might lose my life
You better now work on my grave
Cave it larger than the usual
On my side I’ll save a place to you

She never fell in love
She has her own feelings
She buried another man