Swallow

I've tried to tell you so many times but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you.
It will never be the same.
I wish you understood.
Useless thoughts run through my head as I try to explain what I've been holding back.
It's never been the same since I moved back home.
I've lost control of everything and each day I wait for an end.
It's just a matter of time before it all comes crashing down.

I've tried to tell you so many times but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you.
It will never be the same.
I wish you understood.
Useless thoughts run through my head as I try to explain what I've been holding back.
It's never been the same since I moved back home.
I now know it will never be the same.