Dead ends

I drink the bottle
Just to leave a message
I'm face down i know i've never felt so selfish
I try to run but my legs give out
I need this crutch like you need your doubt in me
I've dug myself a hole too deep
Now i can't get out of recurring dreams
I can fall asleep or just fall apart
You can break my rules but you won't break my heart tonight

You know that i can't think straight
And you're complaining
If there was something i wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But i keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends

I need you now
I need the poison in my veins
This anchor pulls me down
But i won't stop treading
The water's cold and it's dark outside
The current stops me from getting past the tides
I know it's time to sink or swim
But i won't drown myself just to feel something
I need your voice i don't need to speak
I'll prove to you that i'm listening

You know that i can't think straight
And you're complaining
If there was something i wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But i keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends

I drink the bottle just to get a message out
I've dug myself a hole too deep
I'm stuck in recurring dreams
I need the poison in my veins
This anchors pulling me away
I need your voice to carry me
I need you just to feel something

You know that i can't think straight
And you're complaining
If there was something i wanted to say
Well it's too late now
And there's no assurance
But i keep on moving
I've searched this over and over again
Only to find dead ends