28 your guest

I dream to be your guest,
In your heart, baby, in your head.
Oh how i wish, how i want, and i guess
That you'll tell to me "yes" give me a chance!

I've walked alone so many ways,
Slept alone so many nights, so many days,
But i haven't found what i was looking for
And returned to where i was before.
No matter how much time was lost,
No matter how many friends dissolved like ghosts.
I faced a dead end, and had to decide
To break the wall or go back to the start.
Every step felt like standing on the scales,
Every movement like scratching of the nails,
But the horizon that had given me only the spikes
Gave me a gift that i liked.
Hard to realize that something was missed,
But it gets easier when i feel your kiss.
If you'd be with me till the end,
We'll go this way and start it again!

I can't stand somebodies complains
That he gets everything harder than anyone else,
That he was born in the wrong time...
"change anything?" - have not even tried!
Nothing kept me on the ground.
I wanted fly in the air and disappear as sound.
To find myself and protect from the world,
To leave this place... but i heard the call...
A second later, i was knocked down,
I got up and turned around.
I saw you shining like thousand suns.
Realizing that my way has just begun.
Back in to the mind, i saw myself from outside,
Running in a wheel. trying to catch the bright
Light. now it's in a reach, one step over the line.
I'm ready to go blind if only you were mine!