Killing myself

I can feel my heart exploding
Deep inside my chest
I can see the light in front of me
I dont think the pearly gates are what ill see
I just lived my life for me
Not always clean
You had bigger plans for me
I just couldnt see
I was killing myself (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
Im going down (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
My soul is lost
Light getting brighter
Blood is racing through my veins
I cant feel anything inside of me
As my life slowly leaks out from me
No chance for remorse or repent
My time is through
Oh my god could this be the end for me
The life i leave, i guess will just have to be
I just did what i want you see
Not always right for me
You had better plans for me
I just failed to see
I was killing myself (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
Im going down (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
My soul is lost
Listen here my son
Your damage has been done
You say you want to have
Another chance at sacrifice
But will you make me bleed
Betrayed by all your greed
Strong in tongue
Weak in deed
Bring me back home before im lost
I was killing myself (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
Im going down (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
My soul is lost (easy to tell
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
Im going down (easy to tell)
I create my own hell (easy to tell)
My soul is lost