The answer for cancer

I thought this just started
This body is broken, like the world
But i'm already tired
Minute by minute, hour by hour
I realize i've expired
Is this what God wanted?
I'm not too sure
But up there with Him is what i might prefer
Even though i'm just dying to live,
I know inside i'm living to die
And the thought of it is making me cry
Every dead glance, every last chance
I keep on dying
Every person missed, every cheek kissed
I will not stop trying
I can see the truth, behind every lie they send
And i have to believe, that this is my end
But i have love on my side, and of that i am sure
I will not succumb to this embedded cancer