Everything is caving

Why is it that sadness doesn't make a sound
I don't want you around
I gave you all i had, then you swiftly gave it back
I don't know what you want

Everything is caving falling into ruin
Everybody learns
We spend most our lives just picking up the mess
But there is never less

A broken little boy from the window where he fell
I did not love him well
If jesus is my friend then i don't know where he went
With the heart that he stole

I look in your eyes and there i see
A version of me i'd like to meet
While lying alone inside the dark
Wondering what our lives are for
I must cut them out and zip them up
In the palms of my hands so i can look
Whenever i feel like giving up
But then you'd be blind so i must stop