Lost again

So now I'm back again
On this track again
Finally made it
Pushed to the limits
Can't live within it
Can't do without it
Where's the suprise?

Sharp edges cut at me, they make me bleed
I've never been so happy
Never felt so free
And strangers pushing me, force me to be hard
These nights I'm lonely
Lucky I'm so scarred

She's got me, so I don't need you
You want me, you just don't know you do
I try to love you while you're spitting in my face
I put you on a pedestal, you put me in my place

We pay to be told
What our tiny futures hold
Yours looks bright
And mine is black
I want my money back

You're religious
Screaming for your saviour
I'm asthmatic
Clutching my inhaler
This city air is
Killing me
Now I'm become
Just what I was meant to be

Well it might seem hard now
But I'll hold on to the end
And we're not really enemies
'Cause I'm your only friend
And you and me together
We'll kill the night away
We'll kill the night away
Kill them all away

Why's it so hard to remember
All the good times we had?
And why's it so much easier
To feel so fucking bad?
I know I had some dreams then
But all of them fell through
I wanted to have everything
I can't even have you

Well I'm so fucking faceless
You might as well erase us
I'll take all you can give me
Don't need you to forgive me
I'll kill your fucking Jesus
I'm not some fucking rhesus
I only want to fuck you
To out-evolve your weakness

You're religious
Screaming for your saviour
I'm asthmatic
Clutching my inhaler
This city air is
Killing me
Now I'm become
Just what I was meant to be

Well it might seem hard now
But I'll hold on to the end
And we're not really enemies
'Cause I'm your only friend
And you and me together
We'll kill the night away
We'll kill the night away
Kill them all away