Merry go round

Feels like my life is changing
Well I cant let leeches stop me
Seems like, the world is fainting
They've seen my face creeping down

All I think
Is
Counterclockwise
This
Merry go round
Still is
Spinning in my mind
Run away

Hide emotions growing on me
Trying to be alive
Like a fake human being
Finding my peace of mind

I wonder when time will stain me
I won't let myself be locked in
It seems like a frantic turning
I feel the fear controlling me

All I think
Is
Counterclockwise
This
Merry go round
Still is
Spinning in my mind
Run away