You were never here

Do you know my name?
You know who I am?
Or am I just a part of your illusion?

Do you care for me?
Can you see me here?
Or am I just a blemish on your sketches?

I'm sorry I ruined your plans
The ones you did by yourself
But if you knew me better
You would see I'm somebody else

Someone that you don't know
That you don't even try to
Someone that is much more
Much stronger than you think

As I look back through the years
How many countless tears
The times I couldn't stand
And all I needed was your hand
To pick me up when I fell
To save me from my own hell
But salvation disappeared
And my wounds just let me see
That you were never here

Do you feel my pain?
Do you wear my skin?
I wish you'd could, but I know you won't handle

Can you make me whole?
Can you fix my soul?
The same one that you hurt without no worries

But this time I won't cry
I'm so done with drying my eyes
When you're given only lies
The truth just passes by

I hope someday you'll see
The gift you had in me
And then you'll realize
That you have lost your time