Life awaits

Running around, too hard to find the way,
Again and again every single fuckin' day,
Waiting for the turn to come so bad,
Is it worth living when you're battering on an addled blossom?

Why am I lost in my own maze of scars?
Why is it so hard to overcome the past?
All that I need is a guide through this maze,
But the way is just hided by this unending haze

I can only see gray colours in a rainbow,
Losing the ground under my feet,
My heart and soul won't stop to bleed.

Why am I lost in my own maze of scars?
Why is it so hard to overcome the past?

All my mistakes being cut in my chest,
Just greeding for a new start
Insanity is chasing me and love just falls apart,
Just greeding for a new start.

'Have trust' they're telling me, but its way too hard,
It's like maggots are feasting my last bit of hope.
'Have trust' they're telling me, but its way too hard,
It's like maggots are feasting my last bit of hope.

But I will carry on to climb these stairs,
Soon there'll be mercy, soon there'll be light.
But I will carry on to climb these stairs,
Soon there'll be mercy, soon there'll be light.

Running around, too hard to find the way,
Again and again every single day.
Oh why is it so hard to overcome the past?
Lost in my maze of scars.
Maze of scars.