Pain is everywhere

pain...and pain
almost everywhere
like black spiders
behing wardrobe
i think i could even drink it
all at once
like kind of cure...
...step into suicide...

pain ... and pain...
it's everywhere
where i am
like black bird above
who finds its prey
...i think it could be me...
when i'm sitting in my chair
all alone... almost moveless...
still...in pain...