Sick of fun

Did all the things kids are supposed to do
Played mini golf ate chinese food
Drugs Movies Video till I drop
All this fun stuff has got to stop

Sick of having fun
There's gotta be something more
My pleasure center is sore
Fun shouldn't be a chore
BORE

Then I sat in my room and thought
Of all the crummy lies I'd bought
Salvation in ignorance I cannot see
I will not be a casualty

Sick of having fun
Time to contemplate
Redirect the hate
Now the plan is clear
Kept in line with fear