My crusade

I learned about myself today...
A big shot with a big lack of faith.
All my followers have died,
And now its coming after me.

I stare, and I sit here.
The red stained curtains are opened. (And no one cares)
My fist in the blackness.
"Give it to me, give it to me, gimme!"

I learned about myself today...
A long shot with a huge debt to pay.
All my followers are swallowed up, gone.
Now its crawling, creeping up on me.

It's a shame that I can't shake.
I lost too many in my crusade.
It's the blame that I can't break away from letting her down.
It's too late, I can't fake a victory over death.
I'm the last one left.

I learned about myself today...
A cheap shot, (sucka) got nothin' to say.
All my followers have drowned,
And now its coming after me.

I turned my back on the future.
I confiscated my mind, no matter the signs.