Little clown (troubling clown)

Little clown, troubling clown
Why do you bother to stay?
Why is he running away?
Don’t you feel like murdering?
Everyone’s just come together at last
You’re broken, I just want to play

We grew up closer than most
Closer than anything, closer than anything
Shared our hive and wore the same clothes
Talked about everything, spoke about so many things

What shall I wear tonight? What shall I eat today?
Should I talk to karkat? You’re annoying him, anyway
Should I go bake a pie? But you ran out of slime
What if they find me? They’re not looking anyway

Little clown, troubling clown
Why do you bother to stay?
Why is he running away?
Don’t you feel like murdering?
Everyone’s just come together at last
You’re broken, I just want to play

Fill my cup, let’s drink a toast
This is a happy day, so why are you lonely?
In my mind, you feel like a dolt
I wake up first, and I stare while I’m sleeping

What shall I wear tonight? What shall I eat today?
Do you think I should talk to them? They all hate you anyway
Should I be helping out? Will you be fucking up?
I want to have knowledge. You’re blind to it anyway

Little clown, troubling clown
Why do you bother to stay?
Why is he running away?
Don’t you feel like murdering?
Everyone’s just come together at last
You’re broken, I just want to play

We grew up so very close
A parasite needs a host
I’m only trying to do what is best for me
I never asked for this, I never wanted this
All that I want is a smile or two
Looking in his eyes, I’m coming home
Just get away from me, please just stop touching me
I’m always trying to be somebody else
Now I realize that I’m alone
They’re only scared of me
And they never cared for me
Why don’t they let me free?
‘Cause they’d never dare to be
‘Cause they never listen, they’re always insisting
(I’m just/just stop) reminiscing
I feel something missing
I just want (you here with me/to kill you all)
Why(can’t we just get along/do they leave me alone)?