Upside down

This is so strange, this magnified loneliness
you never looked as ugly as you do now
So what's the matter pretty?
Did you hear me scream? I never felt those words like I do now.

Did i let you down, did i break my vow
it's possible to blink and my worlds upside down

as high as i stood, as low as i bent
you always looked away, you always looked away

It's not what I want and you're not what I need
but what I need now is not what I want
so what's the matter silence? Did you hear me scream
I know I'll feel those words even in my sleep