Wait & see

Falling into something different
How should I know
Whether I should trust my instincts
Farther than I can throw?
Playing with a double-decker
Changing the rules
Hanging down and out past midnight
With the freaks and the ghouls

Feeling like a bit-part actor
I work in between the lines
Saving up for something faster
I'm waiting upon my time

(For your heart's sake)

Don't you wait around for me to decide what
I want to grow up to be
I'll just let you down if I do decide that
I just want to wait and see

Memories of verbal violence
Talk in my face
Retaliating with silence
Running away in place
Chancing upon situations
Out of my league
I just need some provocation
And I'm down on my knees