I'm trying(correct version)

She said I'm not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
Cause you would't bring it up if you weren't
If I told you I've been walking out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholics words
No i can't change what's done is done
but I can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don't curse myself and all my sins
and i need you to hold on to while this part of me is dieing
No i haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
i'm trying
i'm trying

She sat down on the floor and said i wish that i was stronger
right now i feel as fragile as glass
and I want to believe you
believe what's held you has freed you
and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back
my parents think i'm crazy for staying here this long
but there's nothing more i want for us than to prove to themthey're wrong
and i don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you'relying
though i haven't found the faith that i need
i'm trying
i'm trying

He asked do you want me to leave
cause if you do you know I will
but she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still

He said I don't know why i've been the fool
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don't curse my self and all my sins
then he dropped down to his knees
by now they both were crying
he said I haven't been the man I want to be
but I'm trying
I'm trying
Oh I'm trying
Oh I'm trying