Dead letter

I have no words that I could say to you to make you
understand
Everthing is lost
Everything is mine now
All the beauty, gone
All the faith

It's watching over you, my friend
And you, you fear nothing
More than
Me

My eyes filled with water that no one can drink
Dispair made of laughter on my knees I sink
I hold in my hands what my life has forsaken
I keep in my heart what's already been taken

Beneath my subconscience a lake of my sorrows
I live for today and I fear my tomorrow
Blood flows down in rivers for 23 years
The wind in my face can't dry all my tears

Come with me
You have nothing to lose
So calm down here
I'll sleep for a while

Declare us the war, we have all been forgiven
Be thankful my friend, for all you've been given
Day in and day out they will feed you with poison
One day you wake up and give way to their thoughts

This is the violence I brought here to you
This is the life that I sacrificed
This is the morning without a day after
This is the silence that never breaks
Through you

I know one thing for sure
I have doubts about life
But none about death

I have hopes about death
But none about life