Hidden face

Every night i wake up from my nightmares
I see my wife bleeding on the ground
Our children are crying and praying for their lives
I can see myself covered in blood - screaming in pain

My anger and fear became more intense
Alcohol and violent behavior became my life
With knives and razor blades
I cut myself to destroy the pain

See there stands a man drawing pentagrams in the sand
Hidden face, he stands alone
Screaming in the night and praying for the endless pain
Hidden face, he stands alone

I have to get rid of the voices in my head
Get a knife and wait for my wife
Five stabs in the back, slit her throat
I follow the bleeding corpse down to the floor

Can't seem to find a reason for this bestial urge
Still i have to finish what i've started
Waiting for my kids is insufferable
The time has come to end all in life