Perverse passion

Out of my dreams
I wish a day
So white and peaceful
To leave me alone
When you are binded
Out of this hour
I wish a time
So strange inside
To leave all be
Thinking of reverse way
Out of my cry
I wish to see
Bleeding god
Calling help for
What are sins
Out of myself
I wish i stay
Looking with pleasure
That macabre frame of mind
You are telling to do while you told other
Out of you
I wish i am
When the sun goes down
And you were sufferin'
Enough to be mine
Out of me
I wish this pill will lead me
To the entrance of horrible times
Will follow myself