Trapped in past

The days were losing light. I was bleeding inside
I just wanted to hide, hide away from lies
Seemed like I was losing home. There was no place to go
In the end I lost my hope. I felt left alone

Kind of misery, kind of agony
Caused by memories - why don't they leave
All those doubt I had, all those things they said
It all won't leave my head - kills me again instead

Pain is what stays at last and no one sees the scars
I am trapped in past
Pain is what stays at last and no one sees the scars
I am trapped in past

When I look back at those days then there dies a part of me
The part that had to bleed because they could not see
Questions about this time - answers denied
For the rest of my life I won't get to know why

I fell into a hole - emptiness filled me
I fell into a hole - emptiness filled my soul