Feeling what i'm thinking

Hard to keep myself satisfied and my head straight.
I can feel the boredom creeping in.
I keep writing to stay occupied.
These words on paper.
What do I do now?
Staring at this letter that I'm going to send.
The days drag on like they'll never end.
Dozing off in the car while I'm thinking about you.
Take a breath in, let out a sigh.
I'll keep trying till the day I die.
Sometimes things happen to take forever.
Right now this is how I'm feeling.
You're the one I'm thinking of.
Hard to think with this noise and it's getting louder.
Three pictures of her is all I have.
I must keep myself poised, and keep my head up.
The music stops and I've lost my frame of thought.