Don't know why

And I don't know why, we bend the edge of the night
Trippin' on love oversight, you pullin' me under
And I don't know how we made it out here alive?
Somehow you got to survive, you makin' me know me
And I've never been the one to need a cure
But lately I've been somewhat different I never thought I'd be so insecure
When I am not under the influence

But [?] the is stronger than I'll ever be
Try to change my thoughts, my mind's runnin' free
And I've been there done that too many times
All the times we wasted on wasting goodbyes
And I don't know why
But you makin' me wonder
And I count that eyes
But start lovin' under

One day I will get it right
Maybe this just ain't the time
Hold me till I crystallize
Hold me till I get it right
And I've never been the one to need a cure
But lately I've been somewhat different I never thought I'd be so insecure
When I am not under the influence

But the [?] is stronger than I'll ever be
Try to change my thoughts, my mind's runnin' free
And I've been there done that too many times
All the times we wasted on wasting goodbyes
And I don't know why
But you makin' me wonder
And I count that eyes
But start lovin' under

Oh, you makin' me, makin' me, makin' me, makin' me
Wonder and I wonder, is it safe to be sober?
Oh, you makin' me, makin' me
Oh, you makin' me, makin' me

But the [?] is stronger than I'll ever be
Try to change my thoughts, my mind's runnin' free
(Oh, you makin' me, makin' me)
And I've been there done that too many times
All the times we wasted on wasting goodbyes
And I don't know why
But you makin' me wonder
And I count that eyes
But start lovin' under