Path of ritual

I look behind and watch the past
I see my time flowing fast
Through fields
And mystic places dancing shadows
Insanity and loud screams

Line curse upon me
Can't stand the things go wrong
Dark bloody thoughts
And a demon in my mind

A silver moon upon the sky
Covers the cold dark night
No fire to warm me anymore
I think I've lost my light

"I kneel before your name
I set myself on prayer
Forgive father for I have sinned
Death to the unbelievers
Pick the wounds on my broken body
I'll step on the sea and will heal the disease
I sacrifice myslef to give you release"

Leaving dead eyes I stand and staring the void
No point of view where I will be when I die