Contradictive

As he stood and tried in vain
to find justification
this cannot bloom in me for longer
with old desires getting stronger

another man was passing by
and for a glimpse in strangely seemed
that they were known to one another
in spite of being contradictory

A cloud-like shimmering appearance
he raised his voice began to speak
Your existence drowns in failure
into a suffering decay

Pale accumulating letters
stuttering relief
Last time standing kid
and better take advantage of

Do not shiver in your sanity-at least you got emotions
do not shiver in insanity-at least you got emotions devotions

Are you a wiseman or a prophet
that you can judge and turn the key
I never caused your intuition
thus it was bound to your deceit

the only reason for existence
of the question why-
learn to cope with rare conditions
you didn't even know before

Do not shiver in your sanity-at least you got emotions
do not shiver in insanity-at least you got emotions devotions

Glued to life he tried in vain
reduced-the essence of his body
entering slowly smooth declare
a magnificent new sphere