The black dog arrives

The black dog bited me again
So much pain inside of me
That's why we're writting this theme
Depression state, calamity!
One more day i'm taking those pills
Those that make me feel less wrong
I'm a zombie but a zombie feels!
What doesn't kill me only makes me strong!

Day by day i'm fighting against
Against the one that brings me down
Don't wanna feel like the souless one
Don't wanna wear the impurity crown
I wanna be like a normal person
Wanna feel the love and grace
I'm running from him, myself!
I'm searching for a better place

I'll never recover that!
Those people makes me feel so bad
I'll never recover that!
The black dog is driving me mad
I'll never recover that!
Those people makes me feel so bad
I'll never recover that!
The black dog is driving me mad

My life just doesn't make sense
The black dog is stronger than me
I'm preparing to give up
My eyes closed, my soul free
I try so hard but it never works
So many prays, but no more options
Suicide, no more games
The end of me! the end of destructions!

I'll never recover that!
Those people makes me feel so bad
I'll never recover that!
The black dog is driving me mad
I'll never recover that!
Those people makes me feel so bad
I'll never recover that!
The black dog is driving me mad

The pain again
It never stops
Every minute grown up
Still hurts my heart
I'll fall down
I can't scape
I junt can't scape
Last stop...hell!

Take this pain away
It's crushing me
This pain away
Set me free!