Discovering my wounds

Let one teardrop decide where we're going next
On this road where every single hole
Is leaving a scar to remind us what will come
The perpetual scene where everything repeats

And I know that I have comforted myself
With lies that will reconstruct my world
Am I forged right to reject this avalanche
That rushes down my mental wall

We cry, we cry but our teardrops poison us
We try, we try but failure is imminent

Let one sting confirm that I'm following
The numbers written down on my spine
Ask my questions and answer to my face
Then never return just turn your back and run

Grieving thoughts are coloring my nights
My eyes caught my I
Forever running from the pictures
That you painted in my head

We cry, we cry but our teardrops poison us
We try, we try but failure is imminent
We beg, we pray but our calls are neglected
With wounds in our minds, we smile when they put us down

Let me face the wall
And fire blanks at my head
Capture me in my shadow
Just suffocate the sun