Murder of illusions

I believe to have all
Everything that everyone wished to have
Always obeyed to your laws
Why do you left me out the life?

Now I understand..all about my dreams
Never believed all this could happen to me
The life is
Full of lies.
Why did I trust in thy?
Why couldn't I see the reality?
Evil is only my life

I question myself
And now, where are you?

Look my pain
Why you leaving now that I need you?
Open my eyes and look at the reality
I wanna be, someone I never was.
I seek a one solution
And I finded the most false

Kill, and rape, destroy anything!!!
I want scream, my hate in your god

And lose, and lose my fears
Be that I never was,
To make my life
Like I wanted without
The consequences…
This is the game.