Lapse of faith

Envious of all
Sick of life
Cursing days and hours
You're going nowhere passing by a holy place
and a holy man says come my son
With you're tormented mind
you start telling the horror of your life
On the other side you feel the holy man is
making fun of you Forgive me father for I
have sinned Yesterday I went to a unknown
house blinded by surge of evil there they
were all alone
I could fell and smell they're fear
I did not care I grabbed my knife
and one of them I started to stab
I stabbed every part of their bodies
I did not stop until there was a pool of blood
covered in blood i went looking for the other victim
She scremas
No
please
No
I grab the other one and started to rape her
while I mutilate her face
That's my story father what will become if me?
The holy man was stunned and with fears in his heart
He slowly rises to his feet and without
making a sound he makes his way to the other side
to meet this hideous butcher
Oh mother!
Oh sister
A lapse of faith
in the precense of the holy ghost
whit his bare hands the holy man drains
under a spell of rage
He has taken my family away from me
As i have taken his life from him