The waltz

Forever and ever we've walked on this earth
Never knowing, never caring what is it worth

Mostly pain and sorrow it has all turned to be
Always fighting for nothing
Can I find a release

Like dark clouds the questions darken my mind
with no answers to give

With only the desolate sight of my coming life
Should I give in for apathy
Should I descend to misery

What are we here for?
to shed tears, to live the fear
Is it a curse or a reward?
to never get what you're asking for

Am I cursed
or will it come for me?
Shall I know, shall I see
What it brings on me?

Am I cursed
to live in this world?
With no faith, with no love
Just embraced by fear

So long been pushed around but what for
Now I should have it in me, to take some more