Secret curse

Secret curse
Anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex
A day of no rhythm a night of no rest
And i do not know what sin i have not confessed

Secret curse
Terrible blight i'm deafened by sound and blinded by light
Caught when i flee and beat when i fight and i'm cocky when wrong
And timid when right and i don't know what crimes have yet to come to light

But it's getting worse
Indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark
A terrible bite, but never a bark, i don't know what else i can do

I don't know who you are... please, i'm sorry

Secret curse
Unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain
Stricken with pleasure and taken with pain
And i'm nervous and lost and i can not refrain

Secret curse
Unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong
Pussy when tender and brutal when strong
And i'm losing my friends as we're getting along
And i really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first

Invisible eye, sad if i laugh, mad if i cry
Screwed if i live, screwed if i die
I try and i try and i don't know what else i can do