Zero hour

Hold my breath and brace myself for the fall to come
The fear of whats behind the door has stricken me numb
These years so short and unfullfilled they sure wont be missed
The source of all this anguish will soon cease to exist

Bring on the dawn
I can't wait any longer
Joys come and gone, been left without for far too long

Bring on the judgement
Trial by liars
Branded lament, guilty as charged

My will is broken
Nothing left to say
Can't have this hanging over my head one more day

Show me your guided path and where you'll make your mark, I'll gladly douse your light and leave you in the dark

Time's come for my final failure
Scars now bleeding tell all my tales
Redemption can't save me now
Confessions an inch out of reach
I'm left with only one choice

I'm out of options, out of time, buried in heavy regrets
Done with shallow words and run of my empty threats
My time is running out
Just like my patience, hope, my dreams and everything I've ever worked for
Just one more chance
To prove me wrong and end my bitter fucking ways

No more stalling
The hours near
Think you can help?
Pull the trigger

Between the eyes
Right through the heart
Step right on up
Tear me apart

Preparing myself didn't help when the rug was pulled out from underneath
I've lost my mind, my hope and soul
Hell...I've lost it all
My single greatest crime was relying on those who I knew would fail
You want something done right, you gotta do it yourself

My time is up