The curse

Marked for demolition,
I'm-
Just a time bomb,
Ticking inside
No hope for the hopeless,
I can see the pieces
All laid out in front of me

No point even asking why
Couldn't help even if you tried
Step aside, or you might just be the
Next contestant to feel the brutality!

Devastation,
Obliteration,
Are all to the point of exacerbation
No explanation my situation now
Why does this shit keep
Happening to me?

I've held on too long just
To let it go now
Will my inner strength get,
Me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that
Has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be overcome

Too dark for forgiveness,
I-
Can't seem to do anything right
When I try to rebuild I see my
Humble shelter just fall to the
Ground again.

Object of an evil eye
No point to let anyone try
Take heed my friend, lest you be
Torn asunder like all that's
Become of me

Decimation,
Disintegration now
Beyond the point of imagination
No explanation my situation
Why does this shit keep
Happening to me?

I've held on too long just
To let it go now
Will my inner strength get,
Me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that
Has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be overcome...

I've held on too long just
To let it go now
Will my inner strength get,
Me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that
Has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be overcome

I've held on too long just
To let it go now [Will my inner strength?]
Will my inner strength get
Me through it somehow? [Defying the curse]
Defying the curse that
Has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be overcome