Here to torment the likes of you

I have this pain in my outrails
Sometimes struggles to comes out
Its eradicate my heart
Makes me obey to his desire
Its a freak so scare and shy
Crussifer in a bitter sky
Begotten of a toxic shame
Wanted so far someone to blame
Fear agony, (a??thy) deprression
I become a co dependent person
Im falling in ymy minds hole
I am seventy pount three years old
Sabdue conceal my memories
But their growing (threnodies)
An abortive connection
An enhanting life of fiction
I was in cell of fear and they were
Keeping frighten me
Now i escape my self from there
(????) my self a glorious king
Lost in imagestig kingdome
Where i cannot be the king
There is not one in my dreamland
A dieamondcrown is wating me