Feared determination

I fall awake, at a riverside I leach out
Big old trees, resembling more time i ever had
Fizzling grass beneath my mind, half numbed senses
A last shiver runs through my frail, half-dead corpse of mine

Death is lurking on the edges
Cornering my sight
I faithfully try to keep it clear
But there´s no way, there is no way

Get me out
I don´t want this
Get me out
Shame to die like this

I fall, I shake, at a riverside I bleach out
All my painted pain has been coded into black holes
Dizzying views before my eye, cataract of my sight
Attempt to struggle from the stream, to grab hold of a root

Now by the last strength I’ve got, I look on all that remains
My last uncoordinated jump into a stream of pitch
Betrayed by all my common senses, floundering sorrow
All I´ve seen, all I´ve heard, the story of my life, not a happy end

Death is lurking on the edges
Cornering my sight
I faithfully try to keep it clear
But there´s no way, there is no way

Now by the last strength I’ve got, I look on all that remains
My last uncoordinated jump into a stream of pitch
Betrayed by all my common senses, floundering sorrow
All I´ve seen, all I´ve heard, the story of my life, not a happy end