My side of the story

Im staring at a blank memory
Looking for answers but finding nothing
But questions and dispair, cuz ive worked so hard
Only for it to crumble

Now tell me.. what good is belief in faith
If it never pulls thru
And what good is hope
If youre wish never comes true

But now its hidden deep within my soul
Ready to bring down my world
And im sure its ok
I know there is more
(there is more to me)
Even though now
It hurts worse than before