Enemies

It must have been maybe it was
I don't remember when
When I fell for myself
I fell off the chair
That sat me next to you
Could I take all the love
That I have for myself
Could I give it all to you
Can I kill the big monster
That lives down inside
Can we throw all the history aside
It's not easy to pretend
That we're not
Enemies sometimes
But it pleases me defending
All the memories tonight
It may have been a bit hopeless
But something honest
Went down that night
I lifted my head for
Just long enough to see
What I'd never seen in my life
Could I take all the love
That I had for myself
Did anything make it through
And it kills not to know
What goes on in your mind
Can you throw all the history aside
It's not easy to pretend
That we're not
Enemies sometimes
But it pleases me defending
All the memories tonight