Holding back the tears (english)

A picture like white mist and my scent that has almost faded away...
Blindingly white clouds hide them...

My heart wordlessly moves ever slowly
The time spent between is in my hands.

I'm holding back the tears.
So it won't be heavy, I bind my heart and walk on.
In the place not too close and not too far away,
A different me stands, I won't cry.

I put my hands together again
in the place where I can be heard.
No memories, I live in the present.

It's foolish but we're always together.
This pain I want to empty
makes the tears I cry with my entire body dry up

I'm living with my tears.
So it won't be heavy, I bind my heart and walk on.
In the place not too close and not too far away,
A different me stands, I won't cry.

I'm holding back the tears.
So it won't be light, I bind my faith and run.
In a place not too high and not too low,
Another me stands.
With a small smile, I can smile.