Feels so real

It was two years ago and it was yesterday
Might not make sense but that's just the way it feels to me
I'm as bad as an old washing machine
Spinnin' 'round but i never get clean
Don't you see

'cause baby you're gone but you're like the wind
Out of the calm you come back again
Rattling the windows of my painted shut heart
Feels so real

Inside i still got this breaking in my chest
Don't feel like flesh, it feels like glass
And glass shatters
Oh outside i'm not leather yet
But these days i'm tougher than i ever thought i'd get
Or ever wanna be, and the heart of the matter

Is baby you're gone but you're like the wind
Out of the calm you come back again
Rattling the windows of my painted shut heart
Feels so real, feels so real

Pullin' down jupiter, would be much easier
Swimming in the sky that would be a breeze
Than finding a magic cure, help me remember
You're nothing but a memory

Baby you're gone but you're like the wind
Out of the calm you come back again
Rattling the windows of my painted shut heart
Feels so real, feels so real
It was two years ago and it was yesterday
Oh it feels so real, oh
Might not make sense but that's just the way it feels to me