Through that door

I'm still waiting for the day when life begins
Waiting for the tide to roll in - To drown me?
It seems like nothing matters, nothing really true
Nothing's ever really up to me - Or you

Anywhere I turn to find the strength I need so bad
I end up disappointed and sad, so sad

If I go through that door alone I'll save myself
But I'd be leaving you behind
If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength
But never ever in control

Just a glimpse into the future
Would help to ease my mind
Help me stand against the test of time

Maybe what I want is not the same as I deserve
I just want to live and learn, learn, learn

If I go through that door alone I'll save myself
But I'd be leaving you behind
If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength
But never ever in control

No matter what you do just stick to your beliefs
When destiny repeats itself just turn the other cheek

If I go through that door alone I'll save myself
But I'd be leaving you behind
If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength
But never ever in control
Of my own fate