Last and only

Moon glimmers in the face pain shrinks to shadows.
Eyes shine with desire, a place far beyond.
Air like fresh perfume, deep depressions just blown away.
Moments of peaceful harmony, body free of every load.
Feelings amalgimate into one thought. stronger than
rising hope.

Dancing remembrances of life, an innocent haze in the sky.
Supressed joy emerges. too weak for
continuous happiness.
Moon will be extinguished soon. sunshine will never return.

My accusations
My act of defiance
Just call it cowardice
I´ve made up my mind

An urge like a magnet, sadisfaction to show them all.
The abyss laughs wistfully. only cure for destroyed feelings.
I am not afraid. hell is already behind me.
For a second superior. for some little time might in
my hands.

Watch this life in full speed. nopthing to find of any worth.
No more alcohol and drugs. away from this false paradise.
Malicious shadows and naked illusion.
accompanied by contradiction at every step.
Mild sunshine a remaining remembrance and the moon
says "Goodbye forever".

My accusations
My act of defiance
Just call it cowardice
I´ve made up my mind

Why?
Don´t put a question whose answer you don´t want to hear.
Why?
Don't search for faults when it´s too late to correct.
Why?
I´ve made my last and only free choice.
Why?
Shake off the anguish of my mind and jump!

Malicious shadows ...
...Shake off the anguish of my mind and die!