Third from the bottom

I cannot pretend but I will try to.
This time I speak for us all.
It's just that sometimes I'm not that strong
But it's not that I feel alone.

With a little ecstasy
Don't put that shit in front of me
In time, I'll loose my mind
With a little ecstasy
Sit yourself down next to me
In time, I might find.
Find out who I'm supposed to be
Everything changes so quickly around me.
Have you ever had a thought that your not that smart, I bet you have
Take a minute, try to control your fate.
With a little ecstasy
Inhibitions? None to see!
In time I'll lose my mind
It's not ecstasy to me
I've had enough inside of me.
Only this time, I'll keep myself in mind.
In times when I feel along
I reach for you and you ease my pain
It's not ecstasy to me.
I've had enough inside of me.
This phony shit has played me for to long
Try it over and over even though I know it's wrong
Is my complacency keeping me down? Fuck That.
What have I done? This doesn't seem right
And if I lie on my back I'll be rolling over with out a fight
When I was sixteen I thought I could ignore the inevitable
Now I twenty eight looking in the face of the inevitable
With a little ecstasy
Inhibitions? None to see!
In time I'll lose my mind
It's not ecstasy to me
I've had enough inside of me.
Only this time, I'll keep myself in mind.