I'm sorry, i didn't mean to do it, i'm stupid, it could be have been nice

Back when i had you and you had me,
everything was alright
Never realized how important you were to me. and i know that i'll never have you back. didn't mean to do what I did to you
Didn't know that it would all go down the drain. and now i'm stuck here by myself in my room, wishing that you were in my arms again. now that you're not here, i've realized that
I've fucked up again. and
I know that I'll never have a second chance, so I guess
I'm just a stupid fucking jerk.