Nature wants to kill me

Broken glass is in my shoes
Step by step I'm getting bruised
Open space just gives me pain
Closing on my breathing vein
Every second of the day
Every word I ever play
Pushes up like I was born
Storming through this world so torn
I pray away, hours let me buy
My way through caves full of dirty lies
Nature wants to kill me
She wants to kill me
Don't wanna love me
She just wants to blow me-down
Silent ghosts they follow me
Pulling tightly on my strings
Breaking promise of my well…
Being in a padded cell
Lost the power, lost control
Took a shower, took a stroll
Cracking jokes like cracking bones
One that laughs is one that grows
I pray away, hours let me buy
My way through caves full of dirty lies
Nature wants to kill me
She wants to kill me
Don't wanna love me
She just wants to blow me-down