I messed up

This wasn't it's supposed to be
I went from having fun, having fantasies
And I had every chance to get you away from me,
But now I'm just coming back like a..
And I love it, now you're everything!
Tied a lie and told myself that you ain't anything,
But I'm in your bed with my phone off,
Should be at the door, but I close off
When I know I should be leaving,
But I can't control how I'm feeling, girl!

I messed up, I started to care,
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stay in it!
I messed up, I fell in love with her
Not what I wanted, or need it,
But found it now, try to lose it,
I messed up, I messed up, yeah!

Never get it ..
That one night of passion get..
No one for me, can't believe I let you be close to me
I'm out of my mind to everything I could keep
..caught up with the reality!
Tell a lie and told myself you don't need anything,
But I'm in your bed with my clothes off,
She put a condom on, but we go rough
And man, I know I might be tripping,
But I can't ignore how you're feeling, hey

I messed up, I started to care,
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stay in it!
I messed up, I fell in love with her
Not what I wanted, or need it,
But found it now, try to lose it,
I messed up, I messed up, yeah!