Running back to you

Haven't been myself these days
Tryin' to see through a deep blue haze
Wonder if my live will ever be the same
And I know that giving in
Is easier that starting over again
But don't expect to hear me call your name

Chorus:
I'll shout at the walls, hold my breath till I fall
But it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain till all that remains is a memory
Where you used to be
Go nowhere fast with my foot on the gas
Howling at the moon
But I won't come running on back to you

I bet you think I'm drinking too much
Spend every moment longing for your touch
That I'm in little bitty pieces on the floor
I made up my mind this'd be the last time
And you held me to my word
The night you walked our future out that door

Chorus

Don't ask me where we went wrong
You were weak, baby, now I must be strong
Yeah

I'll shout at the walls, hold my breath till I fall
But it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain till all that remains is a memory
Where you used to be
I won't back down, when you come back around
No matter what you do
But i won't come running on back to you
No it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain till all that remains is a memory
Where you used to be
Go nowhere fast with my foot on the gas
Howling at the moon
But I won't come running on back to you