Dumb and numb

Times jus showin me I ain’t got no where to be
This world jus showin me things ion wanna see
I jus wanna disappear in my fucking dreams
I jus wanna run away in the night
I don’t wanna give up on this fight
My demons staring me in the eyes
Telling me to jus get fried
Telling me
You’ll never get better
Jus a fuck up that’s right
I don’t wanna be depressed anymore

Working every night
Jus to feed myself right
Working on my self jus to find success
It’s all a test
The worlds a mess
You can guess what I have planned
Ima stack this paper
Broken kid with no control foreal
Jus pour me a four
Walk me to the door

I swear when I saw your eyes
I was numb
I was dumb
Enough
To lose you
Wish I still knew you