Still anger

Strangely alone thoughts assail me and in indecision you end by making mistake
Strange my destiny i dream what i haven't got but if it's right allowed to change
Tell me why pretend strangely alone as if i wasn't true as if i wasn't alive
It's not easy to change it's not easy for me either closed in silence truths disappear
Frenetic moments of lucidity remain fragile in the reality
I listen the voice in my mind i will do this to myself it will be my sacrifice
Painful promises where whispered i want to be enlightened informed about the end
It will be my sacrifice it will be my anger